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This may sound crazy, but this is actually not too uncommon. Expessialy in occultic circles where people seek out contact. It’s how these entities communicate. Many people have had encounters in the exact way you’ve described. I’ve personally had encounters where physical objects were manipulated in the eyes of multiple witnesses, no drugs involved, no ordinary explinations. As someone who’s seen some weird shit, you don’t have schitzofrenia. There most definitely are entities to be careful of. That being said, if you simply talk to them or ask something from them, they might respond. They’re very much like people.

I had something similar during a meditation session using methods from the gateway experience.

I was laying in my bed, using theta waves, and had been in a deep focus for a while, and decided to go into expanded awareness (focus 10 and 12) and sort of.. call out.

I «saw» a gray space all around me, but I got the impression that I could only see a little into it. It was like there was a bubble around me (imagine one of those aquariums that have the spaces you can crawl up underneath) and just outside of it, I could see silhouettes and shapes of beings kind of coming up to the «glass» and circling around me. I could see facial details on some of them, and the thing OP saw reminded me of one of the ones I saw. Some of them looked kind of intimidating, but I didn’t feel threatened or in danger, more just.. observed, or perceived. I think I just thought of saying hello while in that state to prompt this.

And when I say I «saw» this, I mean in my vision while my eyes were closed.. it looked sort of like one of those old photo viewer toys with the little film wheels you could look through, low field of view and also quite small in my view. One of the remote viewers that trained with the gateway experience during the CIA’s project stargate described it as looking through a hole poked in cardboard… if that helps describe how it looked to «see».

But yeah, anyway, OP your experience is interesting and I wouldn’t worry about feeling crazy. I just wonder if there was something outside.

For some clarification bc I am horrible story teller: I mentioned being drunk, but that was only during the meditation that I attempted, absolutely nothing happened during the meditation so I assumed I was too drunk to do it correctly and went to bed. Then, during that night, after waking up once and going back to sleep, I get that dream. I see those ships and wave at them, it felt like it was real life because that dream was so vivid. There were so so so many ships, the entire sky was lined with them. I was shocked at the sheer quantity of them and it started to feel less like a fun interesting moment and more like an ominous one and I started to wonder why there was so many of them. Then when I remembered that there are friendly aliens in out there apparently and started waving frantically at them going like “hey guys!!” And then in response I still felt that ominous feeling from them and also a lil sprinkle of “wow she is very naïve, very gullible”.

The face that I saw was when I was completely sober, in the shower, minding my own business, when I hear a LOUD helicopter sound as if it’s directly above my house, as I go look for glasses and the source of the noise, this face phases in and out of my vision.

This is how most contact starts. I know it’s scary. But you have a friend and they want to speak to you! You should lean into it. The bad ones are all gone!! I love you!!

I mean.. it couldn’t hurt to talk to a mental health professional about this. Reddit might not be the place.